Either she does indeed check every day, or perhaps she has it set up to receive a notification whenever I post. I believe that's possible, but we will let Alisha keep that bit of knowledge to herself. If the truth be known, I'm glad she commented because I want to try to blog again for a while.
And then before I even had a chance to fulfill my commitment, Michael piped up as well. Hi Mike! I now know I'm talking to at least 2 people, 3 if you count myself.
As to talking to myself please know that like all things I do, I'm gonna start blogging exclusively for my own selfish reasons. For some months I simply didn't want to be open with my feelings, perhaps not even to myself, but for some reason the feeling has again come upon me.
It's been a fairly eventful 3 plus months since my last post. Not in the sense of any significant events, or changes, but more so in my personal outlook on life. Or perhaps not even so much change, as my willingness to talk about it.
But I'll be going slow. If anyone enjoys reading it that will gratify me, but like I said, the intent is that it become a cathartic tool for me, as it has been in the past.
For now I wish to tell you that since I have last posted I have had amazing open discussions with all my sons, and as much as anything else they have motivated me to start writing again. Those discussions have also reminded me of how incredibly proud I am of all four of them. Though it may not be obvious to all, they are all courageous men who have each conquered mountains. I will be talking about them a lot, at least in terms of my relationships with them.
And that's enough of a start I think. Talk to you tomorrow.
“I'm so proud of you that it makes me proud of me.”---John Green
Love
Peter
And then before I even had a chance to fulfill my commitment, Michael piped up as well. Hi Mike! I now know I'm talking to at least 2 people, 3 if you count myself.
As to talking to myself please know that like all things I do, I'm gonna start blogging exclusively for my own selfish reasons. For some months I simply didn't want to be open with my feelings, perhaps not even to myself, but for some reason the feeling has again come upon me.
It's been a fairly eventful 3 plus months since my last post. Not in the sense of any significant events, or changes, but more so in my personal outlook on life. Or perhaps not even so much change, as my willingness to talk about it.
But I'll be going slow. If anyone enjoys reading it that will gratify me, but like I said, the intent is that it become a cathartic tool for me, as it has been in the past.
For now I wish to tell you that since I have last posted I have had amazing open discussions with all my sons, and as much as anything else they have motivated me to start writing again. Those discussions have also reminded me of how incredibly proud I am of all four of them. Though it may not be obvious to all, they are all courageous men who have each conquered mountains. I will be talking about them a lot, at least in terms of my relationships with them.
And that's enough of a start I think. Talk to you tomorrow.
“I'm so proud of you that it makes me proud of me.”---John Green
Love
Peter
Well, since it's only you, me, and Michael - I feel that I should share that piece of knowledge anyways. Lol.
ReplyDeleteYou have my word that I do not get a notification. I truly have been checking to see if you've posted anything. It's actually bookmarked on my phone, so when I go to open Safari, I see it and click on it :) I started reading your blog while laying around feeding Izaiah in his early days and just haven't stopped. Lol.
Anyways, I look forward to your posts and I'm glad you started up again. I've been thinking about what you said to me about me blogging...it's kind of scary. What do I say that doesn't leave me too vulnerable? Or what if it's the opposite and I have nothing to say at all?
(Ha...as I went to hit "publish", I saw the little box that says "notify me" 😝)
I'm glad you're posting again for you :)
ReplyDeleteLove,
Michael